G-g-g-g-g-get wid us...

I love upbeat music

Especially when it helps to inspire me to move (walk/dance around whatever)

My current fav. 'I got a feeling' by The Blackeyed Peas.

I love the video of them kicking off Oprah's 24th season with the flash mob!!

I love that she was so completely shocked by the whole thing! That's awesome that stuff like that can be pulled. I would love to be in one of those things! So awesome!

This song is definetly walking/jogging music!! It just lends it's self to it.

I need more songs like this... do you know any??? You should share if you do.

I guess though if I am going to have this song on something to help inspire me to jog I need something to listen to it on.... Like an iPod or something. I've been looking at an Ematic which looks like this ---------->

One I just love the fun colors you can get it in....

It's a 4gb mp3 video player, w 2.4" screen and 5mp camera. Sounds awesome to me... and it's only $40 hard to beat.

But is it really worth it? would it be what I really want? I kinda think so.

I dunno... just can't decide. It's a hard hard world I live in here.

But at least I've got rockin music to see me through.

p-p-p-party everyday, I got a feeling

LOVE IT!

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to be or not to be..... who can decide??

How is it that a person can be an 'adult' and be so confident in some areas and yet in others show such cowardice.

I have the hardest time telling people no. People that are friends/family that is. I mean it's bad. I just don't like to disappoint people. Even when in my head I'm screaming 'NO! I don't want too!' I'll half-heartedly, or over enthusiastically agree to what it is they are saying. Weirdest thing ever.

Also I hate making decisions, absolutely hate it. I have no decision making abilities. (again this is only applying to family/friends) And it's again because I don't want to disappoint people.
My thoughts will be in turmoil, rioting, 'But what if they don't like that... no I better not pick'

Something in me knows that they are asking me to pick because they 1) have the same problem and don't want to choose themselves. 2) honestly value my opinion and want to let me have this choice.

If 1 how mean that you would then make me choose. If 2 how mean that you would make me choose! ;)

Look when it comes to being by myself, I can still have issues picking something out, hem and haw for 20 minutes before I decide whether or not I want to buy a book/movie/cd ect. So trying to accommidate others is just plan difficult.

I've let people down, and made them mad with my inability to decide/say no, I know I have. And to you I say, most sincerely I am sorry. I know I'm a pain in the patoot. But I can't help it.
I lack some gene or something that gives me the skills to be decisive. I'm just sure of it.

Almost positive.

So again... sorry... and..... ....... Stop taking advantage of me! You big bullies!!

(heh just teasing)

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Still getting everything together

So I'm still working!!

My goals to the side there are still valid.I'm still getting everything together.

Still haven't signed up for classes yet. But I think I just might get to that next week or so. I guess technically I have all summer to get it done, but well... we all know how I am (procrastinator) so might as well get it done now as not.

Working on the weight goal. I've been doing weightwatchers online (eating better) and so far down 17lbs (woot to me). I think I'll have a while til the size goal (getting closer though)

Walking almost everyday with momma which is really good, and I keep meaning to do my exercise video more... hasn't happened yet though. Guess I've got to be happy with what I have.


The blogging clearly hasn't been happening. Like I said I'm getting there.

The room needs some re-cleaning? Needs some dusting, laundry and then hopefully sometime this summer I'll get it painted!! (Fingers crossed kids)

But here's the thing... I know all around I could be doing even better, I could be outside on all these beautiful days we've been having... walking, or well really anything. But instead I stay inside and try to find something fun to do on the computer or I just read, which isn't 'bad', but honestly I could at least sit outside and read.

I'm a really happy with all the progress I've made and I know I'll keep it up.

But I suppose my blog is a place for me to try and kick my self in gear. Complain a little here and re-read it and go "wow what a WHINER!" and then I work towards fixing those things.

So..... notes to self....

Blog more (make it more entertaining too)
Keep up the weightwatchers!
Do Richie video!!
Get that room clean/painted


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