Ok so i am lame...

looking at other's blogs, where they talked about how they possibly wanted their hair made me want to look at pictures of how i wanted to do my hair.

Ok first... this is how I was thinking of doing my hair for sarah's wedding...

and then this is kinda how i would like to do my short hair...

alice cullen

inspired by alice (kind of a play on her hair)

and here is another choice... i actually like the thick line of bangs, doubly so with the messy layers

so what do you think??

There are days....

.... when I just like to be silly and take tons of quizzes on facebook. For example, tonight I took a bunch about 'soulmates' and such. Kinda funny... and oddly what I would want actually. Which is a little spooky, but not that realistic. I mean these quizzes are usually 5 questions long, how accurate can they be?

But doing that did make me.... well a little sad. Course that could also be from all the friends and family getting married lately. And here is little ol' me single as ever.

It's not so much that I need a significant other, it's that it would be nice to have a special someone who shares a more intimate aspect of your life. Also I can't help but seem to want more out of my life.... I want an actual career, not a job that is just something I do for cash, but something that I enjoy and actually chose to do. Hence some more school this fall. I would actually like a home of my own. Not a rental-type of thing, but a home. One in which I can do what I wish.

I think that comes from the bathroom remod that's been going on here at home. I'm not saying that I want to do the bathroom differently from how it's being done. I'm saying that I want my own to do anything I want. Purple carpet, red walls, green ceilings, blue furniture... ya know anything (by the way would NEVER combine those things... I was just throwing that out there)

I think... and this is a rather shocking thing for me... but I think I'm actually growing up.

I think I've matured and now want things that are more adult. Which is just surprising as all get out.

But there it is. I was super surprised when one of the csm's at work tonight said she was surprised to learn that I wasn't her age. I asked why and she said I am just so mature she assumed that I was older than 24.

Blew my mind, I can honestly say that the number of people who have said that I was mature for my age is oh...... about 1 now. (Hee hee... I'm not really I have a very high immaturity level)

But knowing how I have been feeling lately... maybe I am getting more mature.

Well it was bound to happen at some point. (Don't worry it's not to very serious yet I still have lots of silliness in me)

So.....

Hey hi.... how's it going?

It's been way, way, waaaaaaaaaay too long since I've blogged on here.

Not really any excuses either. Just haven't.

First I didn't have anything I wanted to say, then I couldn't seem to find the time, and well..... just haven't.

So here is a quick run down.

Work has been an almost everyday type of thing, which is good in the money sense.
Had a girl's day with Grandma, Aunt Donna and momma, shopped, watched a movie, ate and laughed.
Watched a couple of movies with my friends, not to mentioned played some good ol' RB!
Been trying to find bridesmaid gowns for pal-y Sarah's wedding, finally got those ordered this weekend which is good..... still have to find the shoes though.... gonna have to look around for those.
Still trying to find an outfit for pal-y Lindsay's reception, got some cute bottoms but haven't figured out a top yet.
Went to a couple of wedding-ish functions, a bachelorette party and a bridal shower... that was all in one day too!
Re-modeling the bathroom..... ok so I've only helped along about 1/6 of the progress... my brother has been pretty much heading up this project and he has completed most of the work, mom has done everything else that he hasn't. I am just a big slacker. I did help come up one of the major colors though.

So those are the things that are happening around me right now.

Next weekend is to go like this.... Free day-Friday, Wedding/reception-Saturday, Fireworks trip?-Sunday.... the trip, the trip, if nothing else I do believe my brothers are going to go and I'll hitch along with them but they had been wanting it to be a big group of people cousins and uncles and fathers and whatnot, so who knows.

I can't really think of anything else to say.

This whole thing hasn't been very witty or even funny.... just thought I'd do a little catching up.

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